Rock Bottom

Honestly, the most important person in my life is Jessie. I've become so focused on him to where he's basically the only thing I have now thanks to the fact that I never try to make time for anyone else. When he's not around, I isolate myself from the world around me. I have no close friends. I don't leave the house without him. I used to have amazing friends that I wouldn't trade for anything...until I met Jessie. So on the days when I can't be with him, I feel worthless and like no one cares about me. This is really unhealthy, I know. But maybe it's worth it. :/